So, I've been kinda down lately. Nothing in particular, just not happy. I am sure you can read it in the blogs. Pictures with brief descriptions of what is going on in them. Little to no emotion or meaning. That is kinda how every day life felt. And then, I broke. I cried and cried and talked and talked to my husband. He listened, and talked, and argued back. And finally after several hours, I discovered what was wrong. I am not a priority in anybody's life. I needed to be a priority in somebody's life. I decided to make myself a priority in my own life. Then next day I showered before worrying about the boy being down for a nap, before worrying about having a clean house or laundry, or dishes. Before doing homeschool with the girls. I made myself a priority and I showered. Then my husband made it even better. He made me a priority- coming home for lunch to give me bread and other foods we had been needing and (most importantly) a hug. It was all of a sudden easier, much easier to find things to be happy about. And so I did. I found ways to be happy or make myself happy throughout the day. The beautiful weather and being able to be outside has helped. I hope you are happy too!
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