I don't know why it is but today, one day before my appointment, has been the hardest day of waiting yet. I woke up as Philip was getting ready for work and my first thought was that it was almost the day of my appointment. I have been ready for this appointment for several days now. I have researched just the right amount (I know enough without going crazy) and I have a list of questions for the doctor.
Luckily, we have to go grocery shopping today and I have a house that can definitely use some "Lydia stress cleaning". I should be able to stay busy and keep my mind from dwelling on the last 30 hours of waiting for answers.
